Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Restless.

The weather is gorgeous today! Spring seems to be here - however it looks like it's going to cool off again next week. I'll just enjoy it while it's here, and try to patiently await the arrival of summer. This time of year I tend to get a little restless - and somewhat unhappy. I come out of winter hibernation and want to do things. With that comes the annoyance of living where I do. It's not that it's a bad place, it just doesn't have much to offer - other than the fact that it is close to work.

For the last few years, every time the nice weather hits, so does my desire to get the heck out of here! It seems to be getting harder and harder. Sometimes I think I need a change.  Maybe a small change, maybe a big change... But for various reasons I stay. I guess maybe the "right" time hasn't it yet. Or the "right" opportunity hasn't come up. Part of me wants to move away. The other part, not so much.

I have been thinking about this lately... And I actually cried a bit coming home on Sunday. I don't socialize with anyone in this town. The closest people are a 20-30 minute drive away. I want to be out and doing fun things in this weather. But do I want to be driving that far, every stinkin' day, to do it? Not really. I'm also tired of being "bored" down here. It's not because I don't keep busy, because I do. I think it's the lack of socialization that bothers me the most... I'm bored with being alone all the time. I'm bored of the same ol' running routes. Tonight I would make the drive to run, but I want to do some extra work...

Light bulb!

I was going to do TF after my run.  What's to say I can't run, go for a walk, and then do a little less TF when I get home later? Hmmm... That's a possibility. Run, then walk with someone, then come home and do some core work or something. It will take up a lot more of my evening but that wouldn't be a bad thing.

Maybe once I get out and run I'll feel a little better.... I hope so anyway. I feel like I am stuck in a rut and a bit like I would like to cry, actually. I know exercise will boost my mood, so rather than sit here, ready to cry, dwelling on it, maybe I'll just cut this short and go get started...

Quick update - eating healthy and working out are right on track this week. Now I'm off to exercise, and hopefully feel better!!

Hope you're having a good week!

XOXO

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